Took a nice break from work and headed out to Lisbon for our 3
year anniversary. We didn’t tell anyone about it because I didn’t want to be
judged and hear a fuss about the whole ‘Don’t travel, and stay put for the
first three months’ which I got to hear eventually anyway. I did walk tons, and
was beyond exhausted by the end of the day. But, I was surprisingly up and
about during the trip. Rather unfortunate to be prone to nausea in a new land –
all their fancy seafood really put me off!! L Thankfully though, I felt pretty good
apart from the briefly queasy hour-long flight on the way home. Me and T had
planned a EU trip before preggo happened, but I’d doubt I’d be able to go on a
week-long one, what with the amount of walking about.
We also had a bank holiday weekend, so headed to a friends’ place
in Northampton to chill for a bit. Felt super good to have some comforting,
home-cooked meals served to me (on a plate) for a change. The pukeyness has
declined a little, which has made me more anxious and excited, combined. I
can't hardly wait to get this over with, but I can't skip the full experience
of it.
It took my first 'bump selfie' today, aka a 'bumpie' says the Baby
Centre app, but there isn’t much to see at the moment. I definitely feel fuller
though, like something is growing inside me, cause, you know, something really
is!
Oh I'm preparing for what feels like a lifetime of endless worry-
only I had no idea it begins this early. Beanie is no bigger than a lime (says
the app) but here I am wondering and worrying if it all be okay. Will Beanie be
ok physically or mentally, and what if not?
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